<3 Halloween

When I was 11 and i would dress to leave the house and my mother would put her fists to her hips and ask me "Diana, Where are you going?"

I would point to the sky and say "Out to hurt somebody's feelings mother!"


Now,11 years later,

My friends put their fists to their hips and say "Diana, what have you done?"

I sigh and say "I accidentally hurt somebody's feelings..."

I neither here nor there.

We meet each other half way maybe.

Or try to act as if we do.

On the list of the things i dislike: teachers with bad grammar. way to pass on the stupid.

and yes druggie girls, taga jasms toh.

Reformat mistake... now everything is gone. My poetry, half of my music collection, my postsecret collection, my resume... I feel detached all of a sudden. I just think to myself that being this dependent on the computer isnt really a good thing anyway. Analog playground is still my world.

So this is how im going to balance this, these are the changes that are going to occur.

1. i will no longer save every picture someone has of me, ill only save ones that i think i look particularly good in.
2. Since i can no longer replace some pictures that were from my camera, i should probably save up to get a new more awesome camera and start taking pictures again.
3. I'm going to spend less time on the computer, and more time doing some actual studying.1-2 hours a day. tops.
4. Thank god for multiply, livejournal and all these back up blogs i have, i was able to recover some of my written works, but this is like a wake-up call for me to start writing again.
5. Burn back up files.
6. I can always recover my music, plus i gotta teach dad how to work the torrent.
7. I just try to think of Carrie in Sex and the City, and how the same thing happened to her, and i realize how this happens to so many people. We enter a new world of pain, where we can be sentimental over ones and zeros.

Here's to growing up with the "heal the world" poster above the bed.



Who's bad?

It annoys me when the windshield wiper is on and it isn't raining.

and i have no one to talk about it with. oh well.

ano ka ba? talking to me about anais nin.

while im reading anais nin's journal on incest... its crazy.

i guess walang kinakapatid sa ibang bansa

Arnold



best line: "you're in good hands"

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get it? no?.... well, its funny to me.

In high school, we went to Enchanted Kingdom every year... EVERY GODDAMN YEAR
I guess because the teachers didnt have any other ideas for field trips... fucking uncreative minds.

Pictures from Hannah's birthday. Definitely my best trip to that "magical" place. lol.

Poster boy for the month
BLUR VOCALIST
2D
all around angry brit

I still think whales are better than humans as friends

I still suffer from grade school bullies

I still suffer from high school mean girls

You are still a loser, no matter how hard you try

You still think the way you do, which makes you a caveman (translation: booggaa boggaa bulikiliki!)

We still believe that the zombie apocalypse is upon us (specially with this swine flu going around)



Finally, no, i havnt changed my mind, I STILL think im right, and I STILL think you're wrong, and that doesnt make me close-minded, its just that for once, I stood up against you and its too close a call for you, so you single me out, like youve done for all our lives,
so suck on this bitch: you'll never be the big famous person you think you deserve to become, and the company you hold yourself with SUCKS. they really really suck. and the one thing that will change around here, is; im not letting you ruin my life anymore.

oh, and also, I still think youre fat.

No matter how much you think we have in common
(or no matter how much you try to make it so that we have alot in common)

you will never know how i tick.

Fairies. Being crazy evil during Halloween, then having a flower festival during Christmas time.

having to fight off evil forces... using pokemon. i dont know.


So aside from my crazy dreams.

Tao has an EP out and its called kitchen, selling for 200. Contact me for orders.
aannndddd....

im finally not depressed today. hurray.


annnddd... hmmm. i guess thats about it.

oh oh! and happy birthday peter. My aunt has a birthday at the same day and im going to the party later. meh.

1.I am forever envious of people who can dance well. (and when i mean dance, i mean like theater, ballet, footloose shit. not the dancing you see in clubs and discos in our modern age)

2. Why i know i can never be lesbian; when brad pitt is on screen, i start believing in God.

3. I miss being on stage.

4. I want a dog.

5. I didnt really notice it before, but listening to marilyn manson gets me in the mood.

6. The secret to being well-liked is: treat adults like children, and treat children like adults.

7. I still think whales make better friends than humans.

8. There are some things that arent on youtube... like the future.

9. when someone says: "i didnt know that" your answer would be "theres a shit load of stuff you dont know"

10. I have prejudice against tuesdays with morrie and 5 people you meet in heaven, because i think inspirational books resemble a purpose driven life too much.

11. If the dog in family guy, brian, were a human. I'd be so into him.





yeah, i like nature.

I wish i were there when it mattered.

I'm obsessed with things i dont want.

I miss moments before kisses. I miss how those moments occur.

Im still seduced by redolence.

But its a happiness that wont last.


this isn't really a goodbye.
its just a change.

because, things change. but some things always stay the same
(thanks for the line peter)


and ill always adore what i adore.
and theres always more where things came from.

Day 1: frolicked on the beach
Had lunch at the bohol bee farm, took a nap there.
went back to room and smoked-up
continued beach frolic, anja got a massage while i befriended some starfish


Day 2: Walked the side of the island all the way to the next cove.
got stranded in the midst of sea urchin and itchy sea weed (lol sea weed)
waved over some boat men to save us (tsk tsk, damsels in distress)
had lunch, went snorkling after.
saw nemo and the fish that killed his family.
saw dolphins!
smoked up at the beach (got super paranoid after)
also, met a starfish that controlled my mind... making me think bad thoughts.
had dinner, smoked up some more.

Day 3: went shell picking
had brunch
relaxed and bought pasalubongs.
went home.



yey. that was a nice trip. too bad i caught a cold right as i got home :( sad.

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